o.O so weird

Anyways ,

First off all i need to say my english is not very good so bare with me. :)

I have no idea what i am doing, i am in love with my soon to be wife.

But yet i still love my three highschool ex. yeah its funny eh?

Ive been dreaming about them alot lately. Just now woke up from Having a dream about seeing this girl for the first time in years and we sorta just ran away.

Whenever i have these missing feeling this other girl comes in my head. Making think more and more what i am doing... Should i really get marry or should i restart my life and really find myself.

And then once in a while the third girl pops in my head. Thinking about her just make me so crazy. I can not stop thinking about this one tho. The thoughts that we are not together and her being single make me also wonders.

What should i do?

in love with Four girls......or so i my mind makes it to be.

24 year old now clueless....

I would definitely NOT get married right away if I were you. It will be much less painful to take it slower NOW while you sort things out than if you make a mistake and have to get a divorce. Divorces and similar breakups are INCREDIBLY painful and tedious.... If you aren't sure, I think you should take it real slow and allow yourself time to sort it all out FIRST.