A fairly normal question and a fairly odd one.
I'm primarily looking for looks when it comes to girls. I'm single and I've never had a girlfriend. The people I've had a crush on has always primarily been for looks. I have friends with great personalities but I just can't imagine myself being with them. I feel a bit bad in a sense. I hate the thought of girls needing to look good to fit in. That sucks but on the other hand I'm only attracted to those who look good? I feel hypocritical.
Something else that's heavily bothering me. I have this "celebrity crush" I suppose. I really like Chloe Moretz and I don't even know her. This wouldn't have been a problem unless it wasn't for the fact that I've felt this way for over a year now and I've noticed I try to compare people to her. I don't know her or her personality so that obviously is a very loose end but in the end I always go back to her.
Is this natural? A phase? I do like Chloe but surely that is only temporary? I'm not "fanboying" as if she was a member of the equivalent to 1D and for me that in a sense makes it more genuine.
(By the way I'm 16 so I'm not a pedophile who get off on teens...)
And sorry for the cluster**** that is to be called my question because it's a very incoherent one if I may say so myself.