Originally Posted by
HereComesTheSun
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Yeah, he has his appointment to get his treatment tomorrow. And yeah, i am kind of wondering if it was me or him that got it.. I had a routine checkup last year in March, they never got back to me about it so i figured i was clear and never looked into it. So i called the docs appt today to find out if that was definitely a negative for any STD's and it was a neg. So im happy that i havnt had it longer than that for one.. And it makes me curious if he has slept with someone. Although im not really going to check into it, if he did, it was probably when we were broken up so its none of my business really. Even though he swears he hasnt slept with anyone since we have gotten together. Im just not sure.
He definitely over reacted in my eyes, it was already a known fact i had slept with someone when we broke up so i dont understand why he got all ridiculous over that fact, last night he spent the night calling me names, and getting really physical.. I dont know what was up with him. Just grabbing me stupidly and pushing my face and grabbing my neck and stuff, it really upset me. Today i feel horrible about it all.
And yes HeartIsAching, of course i am responsible for my own reactions completely. I meant, none of the breakup would have happend if he hadnt have lost his temper over and over and treated me like sh*t.. I just meant the breakup. I didnt feel like i slept around either.. I have never been like that before, sex is a big deal to me.. But he is acting like i am a sl*t and it hurts he doesnt see that i am not like that.