Well.. guess this is it....
After this week... I am taking some time off..
I am going snowboarding for the last time this coming weekend and then I am heading home to Vermont for a few days... I am missing my father and my friends and well.... I guess I just think that right now.. I need to be surrounded by people that love me. My self esteem is shot.. I am completely insecure and I have never felt more alone then I do right now.
I have cried more in the past few weeks then in my whole life and I feel like right now I need to make a change or life as I know it will be forever like this.
I feel like I have been dumped by the world?? crazy isnt it?