I have written what seemed to be a 12 page letter of everything about this relationship. From the day she asked me to be hers to the point where she doesn't even want to call back. To the point where it feels like carrying a simple conversation seems like a choir, nothing but fake emotions, fake laughs, fake smiles. I deleted it and realized it was over and no advice could ever fix it.
All I am left with is one question.
How do I forget and make the pain finally stop? Because it hurts, unlike a physical wound it hurts inside. I can only make it go away for a little while by distracting myself but it keeps coming back when ever I am alone. This is day three of me clinging on to something that doesn't exist anymore.
"It hurts when something good ends, but it hurts even more if you cling to it, knowing that its not there."