Thank you both, I sincerely mean that. She'd tell me "I never loved anyone as much as I love you" than I saw all the phone calls and texts to her ex h and wondered why she would tell me one thing and show me something completely different. Who does that, more importantly why would you want to mislead someone about the way you really feel? All I ever asked her to do is be honest with me, she'd look me straight in the eye and say "Im being completely honest" knowing she was hiding what she was doing with her ex H.