Hey guys, this is my first post....
I'm a musclehead and ussually post on Muscleandfitness.com, so this is a culture shock to me...quite different....hopefully theres less fighting
Anyway, I am a competitive bodybuilder/football player and during the season I have no time for relatioships, simply b/c girls I date want to be my # 1 priority. This is impossible, and I end up not making enough time for them and we split. Well for awhile there I watched porn almost everyday and got addicted to it, I still am....simply b/c theres not talking afterwards...before, just my fantasy being played out and thats it. Seems perfect, well I when I was with my Ex-girl about 4 months ago, we tryed having sex like 4 times and I could not get an erection. I could get blood in there but not enough for a full hard on. This has happened with girls in the past and I am a virgin to this day b/c of this....
This has happened to me at least 6 times....mabye a little more....
The more this happened, the more my self confidence plumitted. I got to a point where I didn't date for 2 years and just masterbated all the time, cause I'm 18 and I'm horny as all hell.
I have heard that watching to much porn makes your mind only get stimulated when you watch your fantasies and regular amateur love making dosen't do it for you after watching hardcore ****ing and fantasy situations acted out, as well as lesbians...just gets hard to get turned on by a regular girl...
I have tryed stopping, but cannot hold out for more then 5 days...if I quit, will this help me....has this happened to anyone else
Thx
BigTen