Just broke up... Depressed.
Hi buddies... I can't believe it. I lost the first serious relationship of my life just yesterday we had a big fight cause she said I was getting really jealous of her. ?: Oh god I can't believe it that that happened to me... She was the first girl I really loved and I don't know what I'm gonna do from now on. I 'm sad... I cac't sleep, everytime I say myself ''o.k so what?'' the next moment I think of the times we passed together and my heart really hurts me. I can't believe that I lost her. I can't even eat... Every time of the day whatever I'm doing I think of that... Please I really need some motivation... I feel like dying or sthg...