Never going to find a pretty girl again?
I got dumped and she kept stringing me along with this "Let's just be friends for 2 months and see if it works out" thing, but it wasn't working and I just started NO CONTACT yesterday after dropping $20 on her at the movies in a last ditch attempt.
Problem is, I just can't stop thinking of her with other guys. She is beautiful and other guys will be on that so fast. But me? I'm not anything special and I can't shake the feeling that she is the best I will ever have. HOW DO YOU SHAKE THIS FEELING?
I am still living at home with my parents until next year, she was my one motivation for staying home and the one thing that made me feel alright about how lame this place is. She lives 5 doors down. Now she's gone but I know she's so close...but so far away.
ugh i'm just going out of my mind