My boyfriend's past girlfriends & one-night stands are affecting me
I love my boyfriend so much - I've been with him for 9 months and a half. But lately I've felt a lot of, I suppose, jealousy. My boyfriend has slept with 10 girls, I'm the 10th. One of which was a model, another was a good mate of his and she is very pretty and goes to my college. He is always wonderin' how she is and stuff...but I feel totally jealous because she is so pretty!!
His ex girlfriend cheated on him, and she is also very, very pretty. She goes to my college also and whenever I see her when with my mates I stop talking 'cause I know she's there and she seems more outgoing and fun than me. I always think, "What if he goes back to her?", "I wonder if he thinks they're better/prettier/more fun/better in bed than me". He slept with that model too, and I remember him sayin before we started going out that she was amazing in bed. I just can't cope, I don't know how to get over it. One friend from college told me to talk to my boyfriend about it but I really haven't got the guts. I want to know if my boyfriend feels like this too when he walks past one of my ex's - but i doubt he does. I just need to sort it out, I'm wondering if anyone else has this problem too!
thank you, jas