I don't know what to do tomorrow, need anyone's help please !
Two years ago I was in a realtionship with a boy, he told me he loved me, and was worried that our parents will say something if they knew we were talking from behind their backs. And out of a sudden and with no convincing reason he told me I don't want you anymore, and when I asked him why he said that what we did was wrong.
Now after two years his father died just yesterday, and I am supposed to go to the funeral tomorrow, and I don't know what to do or how to act if i saw him anywhere near me, I need anyone's advice.
The problem is I still love him even more than before and I can't forget him. His father was my father's best friend and his sister is my friend too, though not that close but we still know the whole family, and I really hope he still loves me. I think so because his excuse for not wanting me is something I already know, and during our relationship he kept pointing to that reason many times and our parents not knowing about us seemed to be a problem to him, and now he broke up with me for that reason for the 5th time maybe !
I don't know why I still have hope.
Anyone tell me how to act tomorrow at the funeral PLEASE !
Note: He has failed two years in his university and now is going to his last year, thought maybe you should all now cause I felt like maybe that is why he couldn't propose because he was still in college