A letter i have written to the girl who broke my heart and is now trying to hurt me.
I love her with all my heart and she still hurts my hurt. I wrote this letter to give to her in the distant future. Please feel freee to tell me what you think.
To you,
you broke up with me after a year and a half by a text and a slap. You werent there to feel my pain, you were there on that Thursday in December and then you werent. You let in other boys just days after you broke my heart- you didnt even give time for me to heal. You deserted me at my lowest point, hurt me for hurts sake, eliminated me from a life that i had filled every day. You made my eyes wet everytime i shut them, broke my legs everytime i tried to walk, cut my face everytime i looked in the mirror. You promised me everything and in the end gave me nothing, stole my heart and never gave it back. I loved you with all my worth, and in the end you treated me like dirt. I can never forgive you for you what you did, you ended us on a lie. And every day i could feel you changing for the worse, moving further and further from the person you once so wanted to be. I still miss the girl you once were. I got a lot wrong but i would have died to give you once day longer to live. I hope you are happy in the life you have chosen- i loved you enough to give you what you wanted. In doing so i sacrificed everything i wanted myself. I can never let you have my heart again, it still lies broken in my chest. I think about you everyday but i cant risk the pain that would come with you. Go forward my darling knowing that in me you had someone who loved you utterly. I still do. If you ever need help i am here, you know where to find me. Thankyou again for everything that once made me so happy.
Your Michael