Help required!
I and my girlfriend, we have been in a relationship from past 7 months. We do lot of activities together - bowling, movies, etc. but I think I enjoy the activity but not her company. We have lot of good memories together. Lot of pics, all of the friends know us that we are together. She is madly, deeply in love with me. She proposed me, I said yes because she was really nice girl. But she was not fun, I thought once she gets comfortable with me we will really enjoy each others company. But even after 7 months I am not able to enjoy her company. I expect her to be fun. I don't enjoy with her at all.
But breaking up with her now will devastate her completely. She thinks we are really perfect for each other. She says she cannot imagine herself with anyone else. She enjoys my company. But I don't. I am not sure if I should break up with her? Is just I am not able to enjoy her company a good reason to break up with her? She is ready to change.. but I am not sure if anyone can change themselves to be funny. I am scared if I will get a good enough girl after I break up with her. If I break up with her, I would have to do arrange marriage and will not get to know the future girl before marrying. That also a risk involved. I am totally confused! help!