Hi everyone, this is my first post...and this is my story.
It's a rather long story, as this story began approximately 2,000 days ago.
However, what triggered me to write again is watching a Japanese drama...I've written the story before...in Chinese (I'm Chinese), and I'm not even going to try to translate it into English...it'd be way way way too long...
For those that read Chinese, I'm happy to show you...for now...here's the story in ultra-short version.
She has the sweetest smile...so sweet, it's evil when she smiles...because I'd do anything just for those smiles.
3 years, she never said yes to our relationship.
3 years, I never forgotten her smile.
3 years, she's been with someone.
3 years, I've been with someone.
3 years ago, she said, she said no to us to save me, because she wasn't good enough and moved to another city.
2 years ago, she said, she loved me, yet never had the courage to take away my happiness.
1 year ago, we met in her city, I went to her room. Sat beside her all night, and never had the courage to even hold her tight.
8 months ago, we met again in her city, I baked cake for her birthday, because she said she'd like to eat the cake I baked once again.
This was my second cake, the first was also for her birthday, 3 years ago.
It was then, I decided that this relationship needed to end and I turned with tears, the trip back alone was filled with pain.
She told me, she had a ring, the same one as I, and the secret code on the ring was the date when we survived the accident together.
You said, your heart melt, when you saw my eyes filled with fear and rushed to you.
You said, your heart burnt, when you saw my eyes lost in space when I turned around to see you not in sight.
Many things were said.
I said I loved you.
I said I never changed.
I said I am sorry.
I said I want to see you.
I said I love you.
You said you loved me.
You said you changed
You said you are sorry.
You said you will forgive me.
You said you remember.
But I never had the courage.
Courage to hurt the one that love me so much.
Courage to hug the one that I loved so much.
Courage to face my true feeling.
This love, torn between two.
This love, 2,000 days and beyond.
This love, will it be eternal.
2,000 days and I still love you.
Your hand I never held.
Your lip I never tasted.
Your warmth I never embraced.
Your heart, only thing I touched.
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Oops...turned out to be a poem-ish story...sorry...
Anyway, comments are welcome...it's probably not very clear, but it's the gist of thing...
Short version of a 100,000 word story...written in Chinese...can't do much better than that!
