The Game Plays Out

Like i said in a previous post, what i write is more in lyric style to be sung in a song. I play in a metal band and thats what i write to fit so yeah here goes me pooring out my heart in great times of depression.

(The Game Plays Out)
So many questions but so few answers,
We don’t choose the cards dealt to us,
We don’t get to choose nothing anymore,
The only choice is how to play the game,
How am I supposed to play the cards dealt to me?
I’m given an unfair advantage,
The fact that I am me,
I do care, I ****ing love you,
I feel so much for you,
I’ve lost this hand,
Never succeeding is how my life plays out,
Life is overrated,
If it weren’t why would I not want to die,
It’s cos I’m gonna get depressed again,
I want to die again,
I just wish you could have seen me,
The one that’s gone away,
I’m so sorry for affecting your life in a bad way,
The truth is I would not hide the feelings I feel for you,
I love you and I want you to love me.

Ive got plenty more where that came from if you all want to see them or just comment on this. I still feel like crap but things will look up hopefully.