Hi, I really need some advice . I was with my boyfriend for nearly 2 years. Im 32(female) and he is 22(male). Yep I know big age gap, however that never really bothered us. We only just recently broke up about a week and a half ago. Throughout our relationship we had alot of fights, in hindsight over silly things really, but I would get all worked up and tell him to leave. He adored me, told me every day he loved me and told me how beautiful i was etc, and i believed every word he said. However silly me took advantage of his love, and didnt treat him very well, and the last fight we had, I told him to leave again....and this time he did. Deep down i was dying, because I didnt want him to go, but I knew I had pushed him too far. He left, he cried and I cried. Since then I have sms'd him, telling him what we had is worth fighting for and can we meet up to talk, and his respsonse is " i cant, its too hard for me at the moment" . I also tried to call him the other night and he didnt pick up, then messaged me saying please dont call me. Since then I havent contacted him at all. Its been 5 days and nothing... I dont know what to do, I love him so much and its killing me not to contact him. I know he loves me, but I dont know if he will ever want to get back with me. What should i do ? Wait ? Im trying to occupy myself and keep busy, but I feel so empty, I really do love him alot, and realise now I had a good thing....any advice would be greatly appreciated.