Ok ive never posted here and it might be the complete wrong place but I just want to get it off my chest.
Its been 2 years since I was in a proper relationship. Since then id say i become pretty loney in terms of women.
Around 12 months ago I got a new job and it was well paid, I wanted a girlfriend a lot, I had the money to do everything I wanted but could only spend it on nights out with male friends. 6 month I got depressed, I lost all interest in women and my world just stopped. This could be due to a spell of to
much drinking, my grandads death or lonliness (females).
Now im over the worst and my sex drive is returning, but i only tend to like
women 'out of my league'. Everyone who likes me are not the people I see a future with. Unlike others I have a hard time dating if theres no future becos i feel im wasting my time and I would feel awful letting her down at a later date.
Im just not sure what to do, maybe I Lack confidence, maybe I havnt enough self esteem, but without my perfect woman Im finding my life hard to move forward.
Has anyone got any advice?
Any advice?