So I'm at that age (20) where I'm beginning to figure out who I am in life. I've just started university and all that shabang. I've been looking in the mirror of personal development reently and figured I could do a lot better if I were more confident. I have self esteem issues and stuff.
The weird thing is I'm really really really confident sometimes and most of the time I go back to been a mellow shy kind of guy. I have these comfort zones and act more confident around certain people and in certain rooms, but only at certain times. I can often see a pattern in these moodswings. Does anyone else get this?
It wouldnt be so much of a problem but it really mixes me up and its like I'm having an identity crises. I met my ex while I was in one of my 'confident zones' and we got on really well and then I went outside this sort of zone or time period and I went really quiet and insecure. She eventually got fed up with the moodswings and left me. It's like I'm two different people.
Another thing: I'm trying to find a kind of mid way point because when I'm really confident its hyperactive and borderline eccentricity and I cant concentrate on working and then when I go down its uber bad depression. I got a therapist and stuff and other stuff going on which I won't divulge here beause I'll be sitting here for ages typing it.
Any idea's/ similar experiences? Is it my age or? Any help would e very appreciated. CHEERS GUYS!!
