Rejected Badly. ~ humiliation!!
Hi, so intro. I go to this high school, and I like this guy. So when I like someone I get really into it. And it’s really obvious. So it's kind of my thing to write guys I like "letters" and cards coz when I’m bored I just want to do something so I write. And I thought it was pretty cute (the letters/cards) and I talk to this guy on msn...and things were going really well...we we're kind of good friends? I don’t know. But afterwards, he started ignoring me and all. And WUTS GOING ON? So I told him if I did anything wrong I’m sorry. And I acted so DESEPERATE now that I think of it...So after things were REALI REALLI bad.
The guy I liked told his friends which have RLEALLI REALLI big mouths and are my ex-friends that he was really annoyed with me. That I should stop writing crap like letters and cards to him. And stop talking to him on msn and stuff. And he wanted me to fuk off. so he told his friends to tell ME THAT.
So his friends did. And I don’t know what I should be more. HUMILIATED or HEARTBROKEN. Coz everyone in school is going to know thanks to his blabber mouth friends. And his friends were snickering and all afterwards...I know what they wanted to say which would be "dry" or "you got rejected badly!!! OOO" but they didn’t want to in front of me so they'd do it AFTERWARDS:) But why couldn’t he just tell me himself that he really hated me and all? That’s just...really wussy. I don’t know. And what’s worse? WELL, my crush's EX likes him again so now she’s going to know too...and my crush's EX is my friend....
Yup so now everything is so distorted. And I don’t know how to face my crush anymore. Coz I feel so humiliated. And if I see him what do I say? Do I act all "cool" with it? Coz I’m really not "cool" with any of this shit. This is so...HUMILIATING. And I wish I got the message and stopped before he really TOLD ME OFF.
But what I really need help on is...HOW AM I GONNA FACE MY CRUSH? Do I act like nothings happened? I wish I weren’t THIS stupid...