How did abortion affect your relationship ?
All my life i was against abortion, not completely, but for me it was something i was sure i would never do to my child.
And now, these last days my whole life turned upside down. i will probably do it soon, i wish i could do it and forget everything. I'm very mad at my boyfriend for where i'm am now, even though we're both responsible. If it was someones else story i would look cold, but i still love him as strong as before this happened.
He doesn't want to talk, or think about it, he's trying to feel less guilty. Maybe it's better that way. I don't know. I'm just trying not make big changes in my life at this moment , but lately every morning i wake up with negative feelings for him. I still love him and think i always will. He takes care of me. He's trying to bring smile on my face every day in every way. He's my love. When i'm ill he's around me all the time. Likes to cook for me, watch over me, takes me everywhere and do everything that he thinks i like.
I don't know should i try to talk with him or ignoring is sometimes better way out.
What happened with you? How did you got out of this? I admit i'm trying to find light in this moment.