I recently parted company with my ex because I didn't feel good enough. Then I put myself on the line and professed to a very good friend that I had a crush on him, only to be basically laughed at.
Now I just feel the lowest of the low. I feel ugly, unwanted and I hate myself for some of the decisions I've made! The only person who I feel could help me here is my mum but she passed away a few years ago.
I don't know how I can come back from this.