...I don't know why. But for some reason I miss her. I really really miss her. I have not spoken to her for months, almost a year! But I wish she was right here with me, right now.
In the end, it was me who broke up with her. I emailed her just now. I'm not sure if that was the right thing to do. I heard her favorite song, and I told her that it reminded me of her. I just said, I am sorry how things ended, and that I really hope she was doing well. I then said I am back in the city, so it would be nice to see her if she was okay with that. And if not, I wrote I completely understand.
I'm not sure if sending an email was the right thing to do. I have mixed feelings about it. But I definitely miss her.
What should I do?