:surprised kinda ****ed up in my head right now about making my involuntary erection go away
i'm sick of life in all senses of the word
beauty is locked in a cage and beaten by ugliness everywhere, anywhere it can happen :( my purpose is a joke, i don't want to find these strange women that just want to hurt me and destroy me
I saw this thing today talking about
"Prostitution makes boys think of girls as flesh"
And I just told that stupid bitch, I'm the one who gets treated like flesh, a dead rotten pile of it as a matter of fact :P by everyone I know or don't
Women can show me so much about life when they want to, but when they're gone. I lose it all. I replace it with my ego.
I'm beaten. I don't know what to do anymore.