Thinking about marriage at 18
I'm 18, and me and my girlfriend have been together for two years. Just as we were getting together, I organised a gap year to Argentina, and I've had to leave her behind for four months. We've found it difficult to talk, and it's felt less like a proper relationship (I know I shouldn't be pointing fingers, but I do think it's been mainly her who hasn't put in the effort to communicate and things). We're definitely getting back together when I get back, and until recently, I was sure that everything would be back to normal. But the other day, she told me she thought it was really weird that I sometimes talked about things like where we'd live together in the future, and jokingly talked about kid's names and things. She used to talk about this stuff too, but when she said "I think it's weird that you talk about those things" it made me think that maybe she's stopped thinking of us as a permanent couple. I asked why, and she said "I've had other boyfriends, and I know how bad things can go". Am I reading too much into this? Is it weird to think about marriage at 18? I love her so much, and to me, love means that you DO want to spend the rest of your life with them. I'm not saying nothing bad can happen, but the idea of marriage makes me happy, and it makes her think I'm weird. What do you think?