dumped for cheating..long* (prefer 4 girls responses)
ok so i messed up my damn life and i feel like a pig. i got dumped for the second time for something that happened once. i had sex w/ my ex while i was with my GF and i admitted 2 it the next day, she dumped me and maybe a month later she got back together with me. so things were obviously not the same and i could tell; in talking w/ me she would be short and impatient and be rude but play it off like shes kidding...anyways about a week ago she decided that it was a problem and she noticed herself doing that to me. so she broke it off again because she is "subconsciencally still mad 4 cheating" and it came out in her attitude towards me, she wants to be with me but not like that...happily. so i broke down and decided to have sex w/ my ex again (the one i cheated on her w/) and ive done it twice already w/in the past 3 days... and knowing me, if my recent ex decides shes ready 4 me i will tell her sometime soon after about who i slept with. will she hold it against me and be mad and maybe even cut me off for good or is it ok? WTF do i do?!?! i want her back dammit, but apparently im not going to hold off sex w/ people and wait for to decide. :(