I don't know how to have a mistress
First off, I know what I want is bad, but please respect my choice and help me to resolve my issue.
I'm 29 years old, I've a girlfriend since 4 years. Between us, everything ok, we are very conniving each other. I don't want to lose her, because she is very what I want, that's mean, beautiful, clever, conscientious. But I want a mistress, I don't know why, I think I need to live my life enterely. I need to break the routine of my life, I need to add some danger in my life. I know that can be sound a little strange, but this is what I'm feeling right now.
I think about that since 1 year, and now I really want to realize my dream, because I'm sad in my current life.
But, I don't know how to find a mistress????
I don't hang out with friend. I've tried to use website, but I didn't find anyone.
Please, help me, if you can, please give me some suggestion.