She asked for time, but my heart coudnt hear...
OK so I still love ALOT my ex gf (20 years old) but shes not sure about what she wants and who she wants. Sometimes she tells me she loves me too much but she cant handle my parents and my sister, sometimes she tells me to live my life but she dont want to stop talkin with me.
The problem is that we were TOTALY different person when we were young, i was the shy guy who didnt kiss many girls, and she was the pretty girl who got tons of guys.
So shes confused cos with me she discovered a person inside of her that she neva met before, cos shes been with other kinda guys.
Im suffering ALOT cos i luv her tooooooo much cos we broke up and now shes doing the things she told me she was tired of... Shes not sluty but even tho it DO really hurts me.
I know its better for me that i carry on and stay with other girls/woman to get more experience in life and in relationships but every female i see i think of her...
Its a daily war between my heart and my brain.
