feel like i will never love again
I fell inlove with a boy who was mean and two faced, but also very sweet and cute at times. Yeah, I'm aware the relationship was bullshit, but nonetheless I still think about him to this day-- two years since we've last spoke. He already dated a new girl for a year, which was longer than we lasted. We were in an on-off-again relationship for two years and met on new years. Point is, I still invested a lot of myself in the relationship and was EXTREMELY heartbroken when it was all over. I'm better, not looking to get back in the relationship. I tried dating another boy for about a month and a half, but it ended sourly because of misunderstandings. I'm starting to feel like there's no way I could have the feelings I had for my ex for anyone else. I feel like it takes too much time to put yourself out there just to be stepped on and like I could never find a guy I was attracted to physically who would also treat me nicely emotionally/mentally. Maybe I've always been the problems in my relationship.? Clearly everyone else manages to make their relationships last, except for me.