Originally Posted by *august*
i read my post over and i guess i wasn't clear about a question maybe at the time i wrote that i didn't really have one but i suppose i want to know if you think i'll just end up hurting myself by being in contact with him now...or if i will eventually just stop feeling bad on my own or do u think i should allow myself the opportunity to get all the things out that i was held back from saying the last time we spoke...
i know i'm being very vague its just that things got really complicated in the end and i could probably write a book on it...i'm just trying to keep these posts short
but to explain the situation a lil more...someone who was very close to him passed away around the time we stopped talking...i've felt guilty ever since then for cutting off contact around that time but things were just getting so overwhelming he kept going back and forth between me and this other girl and it felt like he was never going to decide who he wants so i just left....now he's come back to apoligize etc....i didn't say anything back b/c he was also talking about how depressed he has been but by not saying anything i'm afraid he'll interrprete he's interpreted it as me agreeing with him....or that he's undermining how bad things have been for me which have been preventing him from being 'happy' with this other girl....
...and yes i'm college age but from canada so its university age;)