Does she know I'm in love with her?

Hi, I'm new here and I just really wanted some advice

from a girl about a girl that I feel I'm in love with.[ I'm 15, and don't

get me wrong, it may not seem like I know anything about love, but with

this girl, it's different. I met her about 2 years ago, and I was practically

focusing on not shivering from being nervous because she was so beautiful.

I did the same "I'm an douche bag, look at me" attitude that seemed to

attract a lot of girls. But something weird happened, she didn't like it,

so I apologized. Later on she actually ended up changing my initial

attitude and stacking me with valuable morals. After a while we hung

out more and I realized that we both like a ton of the same things.

She's the kind of girl that dates guys over and over trying to find the right

one but they all end up breaking her heart again. She's Catholic and I'm a

Baptized Christian. She has a ton of morals and doesn't want to have sex

till she is married. I can tell that she has a lot of sexual stress built up,

but she's not slutty or anything. Anyway, one night all of the emotion just

built up to a steaming point and I told her how I felt through a Myspace

message. Yes, I told her I love her on ****ing MYSPACE! She told me that

after dating most of the guys in the group she didn't want to break any

more of her friends hearts. I'm pretty sure sure she knows I still love her

as much, but I feel like when she's thinking about going out with another

guy, she's using anything but words to ask me for confirmation on if she

can date this guy. We both have the same idea about finding a nice guy

or girl with good attributes. To me she's my dream girl, but she wants

some uber tall, strong, and smart boy. She met a guy at a tennis

tournament a couple weeks back, and she really liked him. But, no matter

how much I want my feelings to go away, my feelings toward her never do.

It's like they just lie dormant in my heart until it's time to destroy my life again.

I just want to find out how to either obliterate these feelings or tell her how

much she means to me in a clever way. By the way, I'm not that weak I don't

know how tall I'll get, and I am very smart but I'm lazy. She want's to go

walking with me tomorrow night. I need advice ASAP. Thank you.


sincerely,

William

She probably still knows you love her, once you tell them they'll never forget. She might like you back, but might either not want to get hurt or not want to ruin yours and her friendship. I'm 16 and have a similar problem to you. Try asking her out, it doesn't have to be a date, a simple trip to the cinemas could do nicely. Show her how you deeply care, but you need to avoid staying in the "just friends" zone, I believe that is hard to get out of.

I'm not an expert at this stuff, but I hope that my advice has helped. :)

Thank you, but I also forgot to add something else. She has her eye on a guy that

live in another town and thinks he's like a God or something. He's ethnically Venezuelan

and she's Caucasian/Brazilian, so for all I know, she thinks that they're some kind of

perfect match or something. He's also very tall, he seems pretty fit, and I guess from

a girls perspective, he's very good looking. Not to mention that his family has a lot more

money than my mine. I'm just a little taller than the girl, I'm a tiny bit out of shape, and

I don't know if she thinks I'm attractive. To be honest, I've been having these love feelings

for certain girls since I was in the sixth grade, but no girl has ever came to match how I feel

about this girl. I will be a sophomore next year. I'm not a racist or anything, but I don't have

any attraction to African-American girls. The public schools in my town are almost completely

composed of African Americans, so there isn't exactly a wide variety of girls I can choose from.

To me, my life sucks, and this girl is one of the two reasons that I choose not to end my life.

I feel like I'll never find a girl like her again because she is so unique. I know she loves me,

but I just want to know if she could actually consider falling in love with me. That's something I

fantasize about a LOT. Here's a list of adjectives or sentences that describe her:

• Accepting
• Caring
• Respectful
• Funny
• Fun
• Tough
• Lighthearted
• Flirty
• Straightforward
• Beautiful
• Picky
• Clever
• Unique
• Random
• Natural
• Unexpected
• Implacable
• Prudent
• Inexpressible
• Ingenuous
• Open-minded
• Antic
• Social
• Dynamic
• Manipulating
• Gullible
• Happy
• Judgmental
• Kind
• Lovely
• Vertiginous
• Bright
• Notable
• Mindful