My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 4 years already. Our sex life has gone...well...it's gone. I was on the birth control pill for quite a while when I figured the depo shot would be so much easier, so I switched. Ever since I switched, my sex drive has gone so low. I hated to have sex and it would even hurt sometimes. I dreaded when he would ask me to have sex and I just had to say yes to make him happy. I was getting sick of arguing all the time about me never wanting to have sex with him so I just recently switched back to the pills. It's been a little over a month and it's gotten a little better. I don't really get horny. When he asks to have sex, I don't dread or mind it. I never ask him for it though. It doesn't hurt and it feels good to me now. But throughout this entire time, my boyfriend watches porn and hides it from me. I don't understand why he does it if we have sex anyway. It really bothers me too. It bothers me that he's getting pleasure from other girls if I can give him that same pleasure. And it bothers me even more that he hides it. I have to ask him a million times and he never even admits to doing it. I find like a sock or a shirt with cum on it and that's how I find out he did. We just argued about him doing this and why he does it and he said he has a problem but I don't buy it...Someone help me please...