confused , do i love her!?
we were classmates ...
till 10th standard we didn't talk to each other...
she told me that at that time she hated me and had many misconceptions about me...
and we became friends because ...
i fell in love with her cousin ....
i told this to her(my classmate) and because of that we started talking ...
one day her cousin stopped talking to me.. don't know why.. and though there was no cause for us to talk more...
we stopped talking ...
but due to a competition in school we had to practice dance together...
and during that practice phase we chatted a lot...
we , kind of became good friends...
then we chatted on messenger... the whole day.. met each other everyday.. laughed.. and shared secrets.. eventually we came closer...
everyone in the class thought that we were committed...
but we didn't mind ... because there wasn't anything like that ...we enjoyed each moment spent with each other, one day she got very serious and told me that i was very special for her and she never wanted to stop talking to me .. and it was 4:00 am ... first time i chatted with anyone for so long...
we became best friends after that...
we both had same feelings for each other and we both thought that there is no scope between us..
at a point of time she became very caring,posessive and kind of jealous...
every time i told her that 'yo, i like that girl she's pretty' she used to tease me like friends do....
but at that time she didn't tease me and when she did it seemed as if she is reluctantly saying that .. maybe she don't wants to show that she's jealous or something and next day she told me about a guy she saw and all that stuff of love at first sight and something happenned..
even i didn't liked it..
and it's been some days since i've been feeling like i can't live without her as we both are seperating due to our school change...
i keep on telling her that i already miss her...
i don't know what it is but i'm confused about my situation...
*i didn't mention but we both say i love you ,miss you n make hearts n kisses each day*
