I am using my friends account to post this because I am having alot of trouble with it. I have cheated on my current girlfriend twice with my ex, but not because my current girl does not mean the world to me. I am in love with her, its just that from my past I have had several girls that I have felt I was in love with cheat on me, so now, in my mind it seems as though I might as well cheat because the girl will hurt me one way or another. I am cheating because I am insecure and I dont know what to do. It's not because I am an ass I just have trust, and I feel horrible.. i dont know what to do, so insecure that it has forced me to hurt my relationship before they hurt me