Found the lover after painful 5 years, but the worst happened!
5 years back, in my childhood, I fell into love with my classmate. I was in a religiously strict school, where boys and girls were seated in different sections. So only on few occasions we looked at each other, and smiled. I was in grade 7 at that point. Before I could go and directly talk to her, I suddenly had to move to another country.
Dejected, I missed her badly for all those years. Only, I could know she is in my heart and mind for all those 5 years. I so wanted to contact her, but I had no means for it. I was mad in love with her, her smiley face in my memories, and then one day..
I found the group of my previous school on facebook. There was she! as a member. I sent her a message that I can recall her, how is she etc. But to mark the end of world for me, she didn't reply- no recognition at all. :/
I have little hope that my friend request would be accepted. PLUS, I fear she might block me. So the only way of contact, which I found after painful five years would be lost as well. Why did this happen!!!!! What shall I do? I can't make my mid to get on with it, just can't!