unfortunately.. I have been lying to him for all this while. two years re/ship and we're about to get married next year. whenever he talks about the marriage, I feel the sickness in my stomach. I feel like shouting at him (all the truth) and then, running away from him or maybe dig a hole and bury myself in it forever.
Sigh, this is such a BIG mess. He heard rumors here and there, and recently he had been questioning about it. I feel bad for him, but I still lie.
AARRGGHHHH *starts ripping her hair off*