Can't help but feel a tad hurt
So hubby and i hardly get alone time. Currently in middle of renovations so our bedroom isn't very private. We have resorted to some quickies and well that may satisfy him, i need more. I need intimacy and you know a longer love making session. So we finally had a one hour window alone. Yay!! I go to our bedroom and he was working in there on our master bath renovation. I say "we got a one hour window to ourselves, what shall we do?" Kind of flirty you know. He's like how about I ..... Basically said quickie but in a more explicit detail. Made me feel like a piece of meat. Basically just wanted me to bend over. Hes like "i am
All sweaty from working" so dont want to get all into it. I am like cant you quickly have a 5 minute shower. Here i am on the bed, our rare opportunity. He refuses to go take a quick shower so that we could be intimate. So he continues to work on the renovation instead.
I am like wow. Sure made me feel special. I just feel so hurt. Wouldn't any guy just jump at that opportunity. Geesh. I feel stupid. So now i feel so hurt and angry. I am always there for him when he wants sex. I never say no. But if i initiate its "too tired" etc..