I slept with my boss and can't tell my boyfriend, what do i do?
Well this is really hard to explain. I've been without a job for a while, couple months or so, and I finally found a fairly good gig. My boyfriends been supporting me through out the entire time and I love him to death. I got the new job and felt sooooo good because I was finally able to support myself, but my boss said if I didn't sleep with him I could start finding a new job. I'm not qualified for anything else, so this is pretty much my only option. We slept together once, and truth be told a couple times after that. And in all honesty, I kind of don't mind. I know what he's doing is wrong, and know what I'm doing is wrong, but everytime he touches me it's like i'm on fire. it feels awesome and i hate myself for it. I don't know what to do. it's eating me alive, and i want to tell my boyfriend, but i NEED this job. I just don't know what to do anymore. i try to make so many excuses as to why he (my boss) can't come over so he won't have a chance to jump me but sometimes it doesn't work.... what can i do without losing my job?