Things have been building and building and its now got to breaking point :(
I feel like i cant cope and im useless at everything..
In the last few weeks, my brother died suddenly, iv been cheated on..then finished with bf, I tried getting in touch with some relatives but they didnt want to know(blaming me for my dads death years ago)
My son has autism and is hard work at the best of times, his dad has now decided that his autism and difficulties are my fault and is gonna fight me for custody as im 'not a good mum' .
He's been really hard work lately and broke my finger in a rage today..im starting to think that maybe im not a good mum :(
I cant do the one thing i love which is long distance running (due to injury)
And to top of that i cant even do my job properly as im ill with this horrible headache.
Right now i feel so low..dont even know why im writing it here...just to rant i suppose as i just normally get on with it.
I feel crap:upset: