Could someone give me some direction as to where to start?
My 20 year marriage has got to be one for the defination of insanity. So much has happened people tend to just look at their feet and shake their heads when I seek advice. I'm so unsure as to where to start the history of events because, frankly, it's overwhelming for others to take in. But to me it all builds to the current state of our relationship and family dynamics. I REALLY need some outside perspectives and advice. I've shut down reaching out to what little social network I had. Navigating the mental health system is a no where nightmare for guidance and support. I'm isolated.
Should I narrow it to a couple specific issues as I start here? How much should I tell? It's rather interesting in my opinion that I'm even still here with the constant waves of dispear and distress let alone trying to reach out again. I'm stronger than I believe or I wouldn't be... Care to listen as I spin a tale??
