I dunno lol

Couldn't get my disturbed little mind to sleep the other night for many reasons so I decided to write this gay poem lol.... took me less then 5 minutes. Its probably too long and my grammar is probably horrible too lol..

Sad little boy
Cold, in an empty tomb
Accursed bones float around me
Darkness heeds no voice
The past; written with the blood of doom
The present; Spinning into chaos
The future; A cryptic dream
Dust fills the mind
Paralyzing progress
Thorns pierce the flesh
Twisting my heart
A long forgotten path, re-considered
Treading along the forsaken road
Only to find what we thought we destroyed

I try to bridge the gap, but I want to fall
Fall, into the darkness I created
It's black, rough texture tastes sweet to my mind
It's evil, insidious torture decomposes my soul

I call out into the darkness, as a fool
I cry out again, for the comfort you once gave
Now all I receive is an eternal wave of pain

My soul continues on
Dragging this body along
By a rusty chain of addiction
My brain throbs for more
My body bleeds for mercy
My soul knows not death
But tonight, I cant move
Tonight I cant see
Tonight I cant rest
Because tonight, maybe only for tonight, once again
I'm in love with you