Hello All,
I have a huge problem. It's eating away at me everytime I think about this. I don't know if this is considered jealousy but I get really upset and even downright mad when my fiance talks or mentions his previous experiences with other women. I can't stand the fact that he has had so many of them. It might not make any sense to anyone else, but to me....it tears me up. I don't know why. For example, I don't want to sleep in the same bed that he has slept on with other girls, I don't like to hear any story about things he has done with other girls, I couldn't even stand to listen to his "losing his virginity" story!....What is wrong with me!!?. He's 34 so I know he has done things in the past, but I don't want to hear ANY of them!. Uggghhhh!. I've been with quite a few guys myself...even have done some porn (which he knows about and is fine with it), but I can't be like him. I used to have insecurities and self-esteem issues. I have worked on both and he makes me feel like a princess. I know we love each other very much. If this continues, I know it will put a huge strain on our relationship.
WHAT CAN I DO??
Thanks for reading!
Ivy
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