About ready to throw in the towel for good!
So, as many of you know, this year has undoubtedly been the worse one of my life due to my medical situation along with my permanent loss of hair due to radiation treatments. I just recently have been feeling better about my new forced look and have mostly accepted it and just as I'm starting to regain my dating confidence, I have been through the worst "dating dry spell" in the last couple months that I've ever had. The summer months are usually my most active dating time of the year and in previous years when I had my hair, I was able to easily get 2-3 dates or more per week if I wanted to. Now with the "bald look" that has been forced upon me has apparently completely destroyed my dating appeal to women. I have literally messaged dozens of women every single night on my online dating sites for the last two months straight and only was able to meetup with two girls in total, neither of which would accept a second date when I asked. I have been told by several folks that I actually look good bald, but apparently that is simply not true and most women must just want nothing to do with a guy without hair.
All I seem to accomplish on any dating sites now is wasting all my spare time and draining out all of what little energy I left to muster. I'm usually a very positive guy, but I'm thinking I should probably just give it all up and accept my apparent dealt fate of dying alone and miserable. However, I don't know how else to combat the complete and udder lifeless loneliness of my day to day empty existence that is becoming quite unbearable. Or maybe I should just jump right to end and find a nice tall cliff to drive off of instead so I don't have to drag it out as long by dying slowly when my brain tumor comes back to get me in a decade or so;... Might actually be a more logical decision if you think about it...
What would you do in my crappy situation?