Betrayal of the Heart

Baby I don’t know whether I’m coming or going with you.
I know what I felt I know what’s been there.
I dwell on the past because it changed everything for me
Made it seem like you were no longer there for me
That hurt, hurt so bad
How can someone say that there is love there?
Treat me like that
Naturally things changed for me
I felt alienated and so alone
Now you have changed when you put doubt in my heart
Doubt that I never had, not even for a minute
Now flooded with questions
Flowing with emotion
Tell me to let go
This is hard to do
You have betrayed me and our friendship our love
With doubts and fear of doing wrong
Telling me to let go of the grudge
The anger for me that is still present
This is hard for me
You say that it all comes back to how it began
It does, I feel so faked out
Can I let go of all that has happened
Can I let go and follow my heart
Right back into your arms
I just don’t know right now..

Sounds nice, but I wouldn't say it's a poem. More like poetic prose.

thank you berry much!!! :)

so very true, I love it blue :)

im an emotional mess rite now and i have no idea why but i feel like im going to burst with exitment and tears..tx guys :baby: blue

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Originally Posted by blue

im an emotional mess rite now and i have no idea why but i feel like im going to burst with exitment and tears..tx guys :baby: blue

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Don't worry, I too have been an emotional wreck the past month or so. I've trying to face m past love life and its not easy, esp. when you have dreams of them, or the fact that they live down the street, and everywhere you go is like watching a ghost. Its was so long ago..yet I fight it still in an attempt to finally move on. I feel soon though, that things will get better.

I was watching "Eternal Sunshine Of A Spotless Mind", which by the way is a wonderful, wonderful movie. That even though its painful, I would hate to ever rid the memories of my ex, because not only was it some of the best moments of my life, but it helped in teaching me so many things. I do wish things could have been different, but life is the way its played out and you just kinda have to monitor it, make the choices, and go with it. We all make it through in our own little ways, and I think thats what love is....accepting it and learning from it, even if physically its not there anymore. Because love is a spirit, not a form.

i dont know if i will ever get over it my ex! i mean its been two years innova and i date you know...im with someone that i care for extremeley. but the dreams they keep coming and like a day that we have had here in florida nice weather the smell in the air reminds me of him and all the good times..and yes time has healed me alot but not completley it just feels like it all comes back to him sometimes you know what i mean.....that was love lost tragically (no not death or anyhting) i just dunno i guess when you really love soemone it takes time to heal there is not a tme table for it! time :baby: blue :(

i love u guys..u are helping me so much..some day i will start posting my thoughts..just all of u remeber that u are helping even if U never hear from some of us

ozz,
it so helps to talk and i just thought of something innova said
and I think thats what love is....accepting it and learning from it, even if physically its not there anymore. Because love is a spirit, not a form. wow this has touched me everytime i read it!