hello new and i need advice?
my name is Ruthy just wanted quick advice didn't know which category to post it in well lately i been feeling like shit and letting people get to me thinking about my past mistake. well i lost my v card when i was 17 to someone who i fell head over heels my prince but eventually shit happens we broke up and i was devastated and depressed i made that one mistake that stupid girls do believing he was in love with me we still had sex unfortunately for me the next day he was in a new relationship with another girl i was heartbroken well one of his friends lets call him Joe were trying to convince me that sleeping with him well help me move on we talked about it but i couldn't see myself having sex with him he was a completely asshole i hooked up with one of his best friend which was my crush a long time ago. well word got out and i became a hoe,slut, lots of mean thing i had low self esteem i had slept with two other guys to feel better about myself it worked for a while but i still feel like shit after that i just spent time alone focusing on me and i started working out, focusing on school, got a job, spending time with my family and i stop talking to everyone just stayed with close friends which later back-stab me and till this day i still feel guilty I'm 18 just finish high school going to college this fall but Joe keeping talks bad about because we didn't had sex telling everyone about my past that I'm a hoe and I'm starting to feel like shit i feel like everybody hates me and i start to believe I'm a hoe i care to much what people think about me. sorry if i sound annoying don't have any one to talk to