need some advice on a "sticky" situation
ive never really done this before, telling people i dont know about personal stuff but i kind of dont know what else to do, probably should tell the problem first! lol! my boyfriend and i have been dating for 5 months now and here lately the relationship has gotten kind of crappy. we've been arguing like cats and dogs pretty much all the time and our sex life has pretty much all but disappered. this is my only 2nd serious boyfriend that i've had in my life, my first one lasted 3 years and i plan on having this one for the rest of my life. my boyfriends far more experienced in the bedroom than i am but with him, i'm comfortable enough to try just about anything he wants. and he's into some pretty kinky stuff. but the problem is that for the past 2 months, instead of having sex with me, my boyfriend will watch a porno or something on skinamax and then go to the bathroom and jack-off. i dont know how many nights i've waking up to him jacking off 2 inches next to me at 2-3 o'clock in the morning. or my least favorite, he'll take the laptop or my phone into the bathroom and read or watch porn on them and then jack-off. and he thinks i dont know what he doing or that i cant find the proof. what my question to you readers? is what am i suppose to do? i know most guys masterbate sometime but if theres a person whos more than willing to do whatever his heart desires, why go and do that. cause it makes me feel like crap and that i'm not pleasing him enough and i just need to know what i can do. sorry for the crappy way i got all this out, i know its not great english writing! any advice would be helpful. thank you