Relationship advice Urgent
I'm looking for a ladies advice with regards to my relationship.
I've been with my gf for about 18 months and we are expecting our first child, but we both have two children from a previous relationships, but I have some signs that are worrying me.
1, Im still not aloud to go to the football to watch her son and she says it would be awkward with the other parents, despite her ex and her son saying they dont mind, her son is always asking me....fair to say i don't like football but I would still like to be involved at some level.
2, She said to me that she is unable to bond with my children and that it feels awkward and that she cant ever see her having a relationship with them, which really worries me as i end over backwards to help her with her children.
3, She is still very awkward around her ex and his family, when im around, surely after all this time all them emotion should be gone, its not like they dont know she has moved on (her ex moved on first), we didn't have an affair or anything i came along after 2 years of them splitting.
its fair to say we have had our problems, its like she's ashamed of me in some way, well that's how it feels and its making me very un-easy.
Even on facebook their is very little mentioned about us if anything, if I tag her she doesn't like it or say anything nice, If someone asked if shes been on holiday, she will say no rather than say yes me and my boyfriend have just got back, by the way its lads shes talking to.
I just really need to know what all these signs are saying from a girls point of view ,please girls whats this saying am i been taking for a ride!!!!!
Thanks