I'm madly in love with a manipulative person
I'm in love with someone who clearly only wants me for my money. Our dates consist of me taking her shopping, walking around holding hands while she tries stuff on and buys stuff, me paying every time of course. She always hugs me and gives me a kiss at the end though. She's even stood me up a few times. Sometimes I hate myself for feeling so strongly about her, and at times I even cry to myself. At the end of the day though I love her, I really do. It's so amazing to have someone I can talk to completely openly with. It's my first "relationship" and the infrequent scraps of insincere affection she gives me are the highlights of my week. Not to mention she has a very beautiful outward appearance, it's as if every move she makes is flawless. My work performance has gone way up since she came into my life and it makes work more enjoyable knowing that I'm going there to make money for her. If you think about it our love is unconditional, other than me spending money on her there are no conditions. She doesn't care if I'm geeky, or made fun of or what I look like (although I still take my appearance very seriously). I know that this won't last forever and some day she'll end up hurting me really bad but I feel like I could never will her out of my life. She makes my heart whole yet breaks it at the same time.