One night stand - shame and guilt :(
Hi guys,
I have posted on the forum about my breakup with my bf of 2 years, which was about 7 months ago now. I am still very hurt over him and still love him very much but am trying to heal. Last night I went out with a friend on an unexpected night out. I ended up drinking way too much and getting very drunk. I went home with a guy I just met and we had sex and I feel so awful about it today. I have NEVER had a one night stand before and it is completely against my belief system. The only person I have ever slept with was my ex and I was deeply in love with him. I guess I just want some comfort from you guys cos I feel too ashamed to tell any of my friends. I can hardly remember anything about the night but I know we had sex multiple times. He's a nice guy and was a gentleman this morning and has text throughout the day but I'm not interested in anything further with him.
Will the feeling of guilt subside? I really feel terrible about it and wish I hadn't done it :(