The Tokyo Woman was a Dream! She slashed me..
Ok, before I share the sad news, I implore you to visit this thread since it is related to this one. In fact, it's a follow up to the story with that Tokyo woman I met earlier this year:
loveforum.net/threads/79220-A-trip-to-Tokyo-turned-to-be-more-of-a-thrilling-love-story-Please-help-me-out!!!!!?highlight=
Anyways, after nearly half year now, we got finally to a closed door. First we didn't talk for a whole month and now when I wanted things to flow back hoping to meet her in Tokyo next month, she replied to me with this:
"If you want to talk again and resume our relation, could you consider me only as your friend? If yes, we can continue talking and also we can meet when you visit Tokyo". These were her words to me. She said she don't wanna lose me as a great friend because that'll make her suffer.. she said she think I'm so sincere and she don't wanna cut contact with me.
I felt sad. I think I have strong feelings for her, but now I'm hoping deep in my heart that those feelings are just sort of infatuation and nothing more. If not, and if I really realize that I love her that much, it can't be helped but to break our friendship since I can't see her as a friend if I'm in love with her.
That's what I told her, I told her it's 50-50. I need to meet you to realize if I love you in real or not, but I promissed her that I'll treat like a friend even if I had feelings for you, so she can't feel embarrassed.
My question for you guys is, now that is confirmed she has no feelings for me, theoretically, can I still have a chance to win her heart in the future? "That's if I love her in real".
In your opinion, why she still wants me as a friend when she still knows that I love her very much. "Well she said me once that she is in love with a guy that is religious, and she is religious as well (but she seemed confused when she said he is close and far from her heart at the same time). She said it's complicated.
What should I do?
I'd appreciate your help so much guys.
Thank you in advance.