I feel like a completely worthless stupid idiot after my ex gf broke up with me. After several months in a relationship, she just cut me out of her life with a 15 second voice message, went running back to her ex and I haven't seen her since.
Its clear to me now that she had just been trying to get rid of me but didn't know how. She wanted to end it but didn't want to face up to it, which is why she doesn't want to talk about it. She prefers him so he must be better than me. She just used me.
I want to move on but I feel so stupid and worthless. I feel so inferior because she picked him over me. I must be a really crap person for her to just get rid of me without a second thought. My self esteem has just been crushed. I feel like a nobody, especially as lots of people are always rejecting me anyway. I'm 18 and shes the only girl I've ever had any kind of relationship with. Now I'm alone again and no one wants me. I was stupid to think anyone would love me in the first place.
I don't know how to deal with this feeling. Please help? Thanks.